Deathlihood

A blog of piecing together 

Experimenting and playing with Theobroma Cacao Oil

Entry from my journal back in February 2022. " Today I did some experimenting and playing with the creation of my next creation that has been brewing the past 5 months Theobroma Cacao Oil it was alchemized on the full moon equinox. This oil is inspired by the feminine...

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On the other side of trauma

I left Mattawa and went to North Bay. I bought some new hair care products, treated myself to some yummy almond croissants at orchards, and worked at moving out of a storage unit. It was a successful regular trip. During the drive, as happens every once in a while, I...

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The alchemy speaks volumes of ancestral healing

The alchemy speaks volumes of ancestral healing

When I harvest each piece of Plantain, I connect with the earth; I ground, I am present. I observe its surroundings, its growth, I notice the changes within the earth floor as I harvest the speed at which they regrow becomes faster. The smaller plantain pieces hold...

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Home making and starting the day in an enjoyable way

  We keep coming to face the darkness of the source of our traumas many times in our life in different attempts. This time for me has been spending a month at home for the first time in my life actually, alone. This is a space that has been hard for me to return...

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Healing displacement wounds and grounding with Plantain

Healing displacement wounds & Grounding with Plantain I remember to look between my toes, to look deeper between the familiar strands of grass, and I find my home. I find my yearning. I find my peace. Plantain has been at my childhood toes in my family's yard; for...

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The Return Zine 06/21/16

  To begin  Wild Flower   Excerpt from a zine I made in 2016 after a summer that changed my life. I realized I had to return home to myself. This is what I wrote:  "Last year, my second summer tree planting before or as I began my path of separation...

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